In the light I stand
Filled deep with grief and sorrow
Cleansing my old wounds
RegretAnd so as twilight fades,Regret by marton96
as does thine soul.
Naught is left but cold,
no chance for warmth.
Sorrow permeates the heart,
deep and without mercy.
A life once with hope,
And so in the dark,
Bring back the lightIn the shadows I liveBring back the light by marton96
A world of gray
Void of light
Void of colour
Emotions are cold
Life is numb
Inside is hollow
Outside is empty
Everything just out of sight
Can't make anything out
How to move forwards
How to move backwards
So many questions
Save for the light
Bring it back to me
Never fadesThough wind and rain batter thine stoneNever fades by marton96
And all around, the rocks let fly
Through fog and snow and winter wind
Your beauty never fades
A ray of light in endless night
A spark of hope that lights a flame
The ring of laughter on joyless ears
Your beauty never fades
Let this, I say, convinceth you
Your smile, that be, pure and true
Your embrace, a fire, against me
Dear Heart:Hey, you there?Dear Heart: by BullletProofHearted
I know we haven't talked in a while. I've just been so confused and hurt.
But I know you're still there. I watched you come to my side when I needed you most, pulling me back together so I could do what I had too.
I know its not as obvious or urgent, but I need you now too.
I know you're scared. I'm scared too. Thats why I've hidden you so far down; to spare you. Things got so painful, so messed up and so dark, that I had to hide you away where you'd be safe, even if it meant going insane myself.
But things look better now! Somebody loves me, and and if you come out, they might love you too.
I know you're afraid of being hurt again. You came out for him, showed him everything, and he threw you away. And the others before him rejected you.
But this guy's different. Please, I have to believe he's different.
I can't loose you. I feel you shrinking away, and thats my fault. I tried to spare you the pain by taking it on all by myself. And now look at me;
Reality TV 5I have not the time, and to be honest, I was immoral from the very beginning.Reality TV 5 by EmaciatedandEpitaphs
There you were, standing glorious and inebriated. I was ill prepared.
I was a child.
It would seem she lacked organs, substance.
I was without my integrity, so really, what was I supposed to do?
Why even label it as wrong? I enjoyed it. I reveled in every short-lived second.
I was a monstrosity, a ghoulish infested fiend.
I was a wily rat-faced rodent.
I was ugly.
I was free.
Explosionmy heart breaks and tears fall,Explosion by RaticonNokdindaer
ready to curl up in a ball.
wanting to sleep but to much awake.
my nose is re and eyes are puffy,
like the wolf who was so huffy,
i'm ready to scream but to quiet to shout.
wanting to shut the whole world out.
i know there is hope but i cant even joke.
crying tears that burn with the anger and hurt.
what to do next i've yet to decide,
too tired and hurt to just think straight.
my brain has exploded
and i can't seem to fix it.
I don't draw I make my art out of words so if you ever want something written about something I can probably write a poem about it. Other than that you can check out my gallery for most of my work. Feel free to note a request and I'll get back to you on it.|
Current Residence: Canada
Favourite genre of music: Alternative sounds best
Favourite style of art: Poetry
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano Gen (4)?
Favourite cartoon character: Homer Simpson
Personal Quote: Live Life in Love not Lust