In the light I stand
Filled deep with grief and sorrow
Cleansing my old wounds
RegretAnd so as twilight fades,Regret by marton96
as does thine soul.
Naught is left but cold,
no chance for warmth.
Sorrow permeates the heart,
deep and without mercy.
A life once with hope,
And so in the dark,
Bring back the lightIn the shadows I liveBring back the light by marton96
A world of gray
Void of light
Void of colour
Emotions are cold
Life is numb
Inside is hollow
Outside is empty
Everything just out of sight
Can't make anything out
How to move forwards
How to move backwards
So many questions
Save for the light
Bring it back to me
Never fadesThough wind and rain batter thine stoneNever fades by marton96
And all around, the rocks let fly
Through fog and snow and winter wind
Your beauty never fades
A ray of light in endless night
A spark of hope that lights a flame
The ring of laughter on joyless ears
Your beauty never fades
Let this, I say, convinceth you
Your smile, that be, pure and true
Your embrace, a fire, against me
Reality TV 5I have not the time, and to be honest, I was immoral from the very beginning.Reality TV 5 by EmaciatedandEpitaphs
There you were, standing glorious and inebriated. I was ill prepared.
I was a child.
It would seem she lacked organs, substance.
I was without my integrity, so really, what was I supposed to do?
Why even label it as wrong? I enjoyed it. I reveled in every short-lived second.
I was a monstrosity, a ghoulish infested fiend.
I was a wily rat-faced rodent.
I was ugly.
I was free.
Explosionmy heart breaks and tears fall,Explosion by RaticonNokdindaer
ready to curl up in a ball.
wanting to sleep but to much awake.
my nose is re and eyes are puffy,
like the wolf who was so huffy,
i'm ready to scream but to quiet to shout.
wanting to shut the whole world out.
i know there is hope but i cant even joke.
crying tears that burn with the anger and hurt.
what to do next i've yet to decide,
too tired and hurt to just think straight.
my brain has exploded
and i can't seem to fix it.
Heart AttackI close my eyesHeart Attack by BullletProofHearted
and it all comes crashing down;
reality splits from the lies,
I hold in my cries.
You hold my hand
and my heart jumps in fear
or is it ecstasy?
I'm loosing me
to this belief!
Its driving me
I've got so much to gain
but everything to loose.
Am I loosing you?
Am I using you
by making you stay?
What have you got to say?
"One of a kind",
words that bind;
I pull away but you pull me back -
Feels like a heart attack.
but not alone
when I see you on my phone;
Say something sweet.
make me smile,
you got me beat!
Should I pull away for a while?
Cuz I'm losing me;
losing my mind!
Go back in time
undo the things that he did?
But that isn't right;
I'm not giving in;
not falling in love.
You can't make me!
Its my heart,
even if you push and you shove!
I'm not perfect
but you think I'm worth it,
but how do I know its not just another game that you're working?
I've tried to move on.
I've tried to get over
the shit that he did;
put my love on the back burner